this year has been different...lots of changes in life have happened over a period of few months... change is difficult to adapt to.. but change is good...even though it feels like life has been caught in a quagmire..
last year i remember there was a huge party at my house with all of my pseudo-friends.
alcohol was flowing, music was playing, dances were being danced by dancing folks.. everything looked very merry... felt merry too.. but i guess everything just looked merry.... when it came time to show their faces these folks had completely different faces... faces expressing the expressions of things brought on to them by virtual reality...well such time is the time when u know who's real and who's fake... and believe you me, there's more fake than real...
it's all about take... not much about give... but this is the season of giving.. and I was, am and always will be a giver... so I'm glad I'm in the company of givers this year.
This year the party was a quiet one... with a decorated Christmas tree, two dogs, five people and the usual flowing of alcohol.. and the happiness was felt all around. Sometimes you have to give up a lot to receive a little... and that little feels a lot.. because when you have a lot around you, you don't know if it really is yours...
I'm getting too philosophical here.. but such is the time....
This year there is peace and calm.... and there is a hollow in life.. there sure is, but that hollow will be filled... by someone who gives a lot to receive a lot..
I hope Santa fills the hollow in everyone's lives.. oh yeah we all have some kind of hollow... with some goodness.. some warmth, some wishes and a lot of love..
Merry Christmas!
this is my Christmas Tree
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